Another one of those days…

• Death in the family is always sad. This time around I am more relieved than sorrowful. It’s very different when you know a loved one is in pain in comparison to a sudden death. We’ve been waiting for two years and watching as the cancer ate away at my Lola Pacita. Everyday we prayed that God will relieve her. Her mind was alert yet her body was not functioning as it should. Yes, I rejoice that she has finally found peace. Though I never got the opportunity to say goodbye, I am grateful that my husband helped support her financial needs during her last years. It was the only way I can repay her for her kindness and to express my gratitude. She was all I had when my mom was here trying to prepare a better life for my brother and I. The lesson I learned is to always look back. Remember those who have shown kindness and who have gone above and beyond. Similar to the Apostle Paul in the book of Romans. Ties are not easily severed, rather memories and gratefulness is a bond that can keep one close only if you allow it. Whatever occurs in the present should not allow the past to be easily forgotten.

• We didn’t get the house. Apparently the family living there is attempting to utilize Obama’s Mortgage Modification Plan. They took it off the market just today. I pray that they will be approved. I have never met them, all I know is that they are a Christian family just by walking through their home. Recession has affected them greatly, I hope that they can save their home.

• The fun of house hunting begins yet again. We’re on our 4th week and we have until October to find “the one”. Maybe later, maybe sooner. I am so excited!
• Waiting upon the Lord and knowing that He alone is in control of all things. He is my hope.